Taking Corners

Taking Corners

By Allie Marie

 

There’s the corner you never turned.

Don’t you know it’s dangerous?

Just to leave your mind

to walk in circles.

You deserve more than this;

a life of unchecked lists.

I don’t know if it means anything

when I say this.

Oh, chances are you’ll go back

and erase it.

Your heart is destined for greatness.

Let yourself make it.

 

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Night to Break

Night to Break

By Allie Marie

 

I wonder if it is what you see.

Oh honey and do you hear the same as me?

Streets lights break up the fog.

Sirens cut through the crowds.

Feels like we’re on the run.

But, we stay still.

Same old words and

same bad decisions –

as we wait

for the night to break.

Fade Away

 

Fade Away

By Allie Marie

 

All the weight has been put upon me

so I will try to stay strong.

It doesn’t mean I’ll never breakdown.

 

I’ll take the blame for imperfection.

I’ll be the first to apologize.

But that doesn’t mean you’re right.

 

All of them are just noise.

You know it. I know it.

So let their words fade away.

 

 

G.G.

G.G.

By Allie Marie

Bobby pin curls.

Never a gray hair on her head.

Always carefully fixed with box dye.

This was the woman I knew.

Puzzles books everday.

Oprah, news, and bowling on a static tv.

Entertaining her mind.

Keeping her up with the times.

Always at her daughters aid

who needed a bit more help than average.

Kept them safe and secure

in a time when fools would turn them away.

She took care of them until

she was in her 90’s.

A fall took you to a place

you would never want to stay.

But, there you lived with your daughter again.

You told the nurses you loved them.

They were caretakers and friends.

And only days before we lost you,

you taught your daughter Patti

how to count in Polish

in the wee hours of the night.

And, it’s been years now.

But, still sometimes it still strikes me.

My great grandmother, my G.G.

104 long years alive

with extraordinary quiet strength

thatĀ  I can only pray to you

I hope I have.

Silent Heart Breaker

Silent Heart breaker

By Allie MarieĀ 

 

Judging by their faces

I think you ran your mouth.

Maybe it’s convenient for you

that you didn’t learn to talk till now.

Silent heart breaker –

Didn’t your mama teach you how to say goodbye?

With me, you only said what you thought satisfied.

You never let me know your mind.

Oh honey, that isn’t really what respect looks like.

Boy, that isn’t what a man acts like.

Maybe you’ll learn next time around –

if not girl you’re better off without him.

 

Listen

Listen

By Allie Marie

 

You take my words with a simple nod.

You say all the right things back.

I figure everything is good and set.

Until I find you threw my words

in the trash.

At first I give you a second chance,

I figure maybe you forgot.

It is not until after the fifth time,

I realize what you’ve done.

Do you think I’m dumb?

Do you not understand or do you just not care?

You can deal from where you sit.

I cannot from where I breathe.

This cycle you’ve put me through

makes me feel like I’m suffocating.

You smile like its all going to be just fine.

It won’t be until you listen.

This Monster

 

This Monster

By Allie Marie

 

I’ve never before met

a demon quite like this.

At least I think so.

Maybe I just didn’t know it.

I’m chosen in one corner.

They gather in theirs.

This thing between us –

I’ve heard it called a monster.

This monster has invisible spikes on its back –

I swear.

They are pulling me towards him,

as I try to build a bridge.

The more I try the more they despise me

and try to tear me down.

It seems impossible.

I want their acceptance

and they want theirs.

I always am looking to fix things.

I can’t fix things that don’t want to be.

And, this monster I’m told

is stealing their souls.

I want them to see.

The one that is hurting them isn’t me.